There were way too many noises
and people and your eyes
I got distracted and irritated and stressed out
And I decided,
that it was better with the ants running right next to my feet than my heart skipping any more beats for the anxiety
I did hurt my knee the other day
And i kept playing with it
moving it from side to side
to understand the pain
to see through the pain
to feel it's roots
I closed my eyes the other day
Middle of the morning crowd
and i didn't hesitate asking for the way to the grocery store
I didn't mind skipping some lectures
I didn't mind my mind
I wanted to breath the air through your lungs and feel the people staring at me
Just like the other day when i suffered from aching tooth because i just had had two of my wisdom teeth removed
I tried to tell the pharmacy girl i needed medicine but i couldn't get a word out of my mouth because of the anaesthesis and she thought,
the pharmasist, that i was deaf and she wrote me the instructions of the medication behind a recipe and i just fell in love,
just a little,
not for her but life itself,
the unexcpected moment i happened to share with her
and i would have smiled so wide if i had managed to move my cheeks at all,
so wide
that the whole world would have become a little better place
Just for a second
Without ruining the eternal balance
